californian christmas v.1

I have not been in a conscience state for some time now. This journey has been a blur. My actions and emiotions nearly unrecognizable. My soul thirsts. Lazy days with Shannon & James, family outings, KREW warehouse, movie nights, 80’s dance parties, day by day it’s been too comfortable. I desire discomfort… I want to question, seek and challenge at every moment. I want an overwhelming amount of intensity, profoundness; have yet to experience on this trip… One good converation with the beautiful woman I call “sister”; recognizing it is only by grace we are in our present conditions. All the damn memories, the harsh truths, the unmentioned -all somehow leading to the path of God’s righteousness. It IS by His GRACE and LOVE we find ourselves here.